"I have waited so long for the "right" moment, I lost myself trying to find myself."
@Gogo_Noma
Thokozani, Royals. I am back with a heart full of lessons learned. My time away has been a gift-one of growth, humility, and alignment with the core of who I am. Now, I’m here, more grounded, more authentic, and more eager to share what’s been on my heart.
Have you ever waited for the perfect moment? That time when every word feels just right, the stars align, and you think: This is it-I’m ready?
I, too, have held myself back, waiting for things to be flawless before I take that step. But here’s the reality I’ve come to accept: there will never be a “perfect” time. This search for perfection has led to only one thing-procrastination.
Perfectionism, I’ve realized, is not about excellence but about fear. Fear of judgment, of not meeting expectations, of not being enough. How often do we convince ourselves we’re “not ready” or that it’s “not quite there”? We push our dreams, our truths, our very selves into the background, all for an illusion. I spent so long editing, re-editing, waiting for “perfect” that I was, in fact, hiding. Hiding from stepping into my purpose.
Today, I’m choosing authenticity over perfection. Instead of obsessing over every detail, I’m showing up as I am—right now, with all the lessons and scars that have shaped me. Because even if it feels imperfect, it could be exactly what someone else needs to hear. Divine Spirit has shown me that grace and purpose work beyond my plans, my need for polish, and my timelines. I am returning to where, how, and why I began this journey. I surrender to the purpose, even if my rough edges show, trusting that each step forward has its own beauty and place.
Perfection creates a barrier between us and the world, keeping us from sharing our stories and truths. I see now that striving to be “perfect” distances me from the very path I’m meant to walk. Embracing authenticity brings me closer to my purpose and reminds me who I am.
Today, I’m letting go of the need to be perfect. I’m surrendering to authenticity, trusting that even when I feel unprepared, Divine Spirit knows best. It’s not just about doing; it’s about honoring the journey, showing up as I am, and trusting that even in my imperfections, there is purpose.
To all of you Royals, let’s stop waiting for that “right time.” Let’s step forward—imperfect, real, ready to offer what we have now. Because the Divine Spirit moves through our willingness, not our perfection. May we embrace our authenticity and allow the journey to unfold in its own perfect way.
Badimo Child, I am Gogo_Noma.
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Until next time, Lesedi 🕯 🕯 🕯
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